Enough of scary images..

It feels good to have company for dinner after training. Filling up our empty stomachs while updating each other with the daily events. But i realise something which i dislike terribly. These few weeks i noticed i have been hearing loads of gross and sadist things like the description of the movie 'saw', Farid's sadist thoughts.. etc.

Despite being a future nurse, seeing and handling blood, looking and smelling really bad wounds, i highly doubt i'll be disgusted by it. Its somewhat different from what is being heard or seen in gross or horror movies.. Hearing my patients whine n moan in pain especially when moving them is bad enough already what more the exaggerated version in theatres.. sheesh.. This is something which i doubt i can fully understand the thrill of watching such gross or horror shows..

Anyway i finally lost my temper and kinda 'scolded' my student who is just 2 years younger then me. But i don't care, too bad im her tutor. During tuition im a teacher other times im a friend. Too bad she crossed the line thinking she can fool around. Said some rather sharp words openly used infront of her mom even. yes.. im crazy.. Its just too bad her mom was sitting at the dining table using the lappy there.

Seriously she should be more independent and responsible at this age. Constantly changing tuition days like im free every single day to fit her 'busy' schedule. Always forgetting to get back to me of when to have tuition and ending up its me to get back to her. Once in awhile this happens it alright but always.. sheesh gives me the feeling like i desperately need to give tuition for money.. I can understand when people get busy they tend to forget things blah blah... but this is too much..

Leaving books in school and not even ready for tuition with all the books needed hence running up n down the stairs to grab the necessary stuff one at a time. REALLY... Not being able to do homework i can close an eye but everytime or with a stupid reason? Nvm about hw, but forgetting something taught totally as though no impression of learning it.. Always wasting her time re-teaching her again. Its frustrating and irritating, bascially my patience is wearing.. Being a tutor i gotta show some results, at least i know im doing my job and not just taking the money. Do things to my best if i want to get commited, something which i always believe in doing till i decide to give up but not easily.

Actually she is clever and a fast learner. She can grasp the theory and understand things easily but sadly she's lazy. Maybe due to her last 5 years staying in Australia with a easy relaxed life unlike Spore which is fast paced and stressful. I know her mom so in a way gotta hang in there till cannot tahan.. haiz.. her mom is too nice.. (:

School just started not long ago only and im feeling physically tired already. Hmm mentally... oh well. Ganbate! LOL..