Pondering..

Hols has officially started and im going to do relief teaching like my bestie have been doing during her hols every since she graduated from sec sch? Wonder how am i going to die there with those kids.. haha...

Mayb i have been too free over these few days till i have been thinking too much..? once i start work i believe it will nt be that bad.. the constant pondering which could have resulted in the inability to fall asleep dispite feeling tired?

went out with do n mic ytd to get nic bday present.. well nic had better be able to make use of it if not "finger cracks" hahaa.. things had happened again ytd. where should i start or how should i blog.... shall skip that part of it. anway will it be the end of it? for the better or the worse. no doubt no one is ever perfect but shouldn one try to improve themselves constantly be it character, thinking... will stubborness kill? it should nv be abt oneself instead yourself together with the people surrounding you.. Feeling guilty and bad but cant help but to add irritation and confusion to it..

what is considered as everylasting love and friendship..?

anyway today went swimming with dp. haha.not much of sun which i had not been expecting.. weird but it feels like my synovial fluid is running low at my knee joints especially on the left knee..

each time going out with dp we almost everytime would indulge ourselves in wonderful food!yum.. i love the atmosphere, the food n the people whom i will be dining with! i have been doing that ever since i started to work.. but now due to the lack of cash.. it will be once in awhile n mayb cheaper places.. anyone to intro where else has good food with a relaxing n soothing ambience? haha.. im going to grow even fatter already!

pondering....