Internet Down

Apparently my internet in down or rather our router decided to die on us. sheesh.. the only way to get connected is to connect directly to the modem and no idea why my laptop cant connect and only my sis new mac can.. yes... this mac could have caused the whole internet thing to conk up leaving me without internet for a few days... Ooo hope sam remembers to bring one of his many extra routers tmr hehe.. thanks man.. hahaa

Exams are just round the corner and everyone is busy mugging.. o.O which means this sem is coming to an end and yr 2 will be approaching soon.. sheesh i dont want to graduate from nyp that soon. Not that i like nyp (though yes there are certain things worth remembering) but i dont want to be in the wards that fast. something which i dread..

Pardon my quietness these few days...

His huge ego destroyed his life...

Freaking day

Went for training ytd and i think i sprained my thumb. Poor joanna, she seems like she had injury all over from ytd training and sheesh, i feel bad for falling then 'dropping' her and for the 2nd time i think i strained her back. o_O our plan couldnt work when sensei came over. lol.. went to newton to eat with sam peter gabe and joanna. ended up reaching home 1 plus and continue to prepare for todays presentation.

2 presentations today. psy presentation seemed almost perfect and neither could clemaus comment much negative points. it ended perfectly with almost everyone feeling sad and some teary and teared, (i think clemaus was teary too. yes! LOL) the way we had planned it as we were dealing with the topic of death and dying. Provided chocolates and sweets for everyone to keep their spirits up (=

As for the other presentation, my project, was a total disappointment. the slides itself was somewhat screwed what more the presentation itself in my opinion (maybe i have high expectations or i do actually) but even sze huey made her comments though its not as bad as what i think... shall express my feelings no further but wtf...

Shit i got a blister again from those stupid pair of heels..

Unknowingly im starting to think of alot of stuff again..

A sudden craving for nuggets.. wonder if i shoud get them... hmmm..

No choice is a Choice

Responsibilities are burdens in a way
I do not want to be involved
But neither do i have a choice
Then again
No choice is already a choice even if so
It is against my character to shun away
Though i know it is draining me

bumble beeee

Been super busy the past few weeks and the weeks to come. but sheesh, who isnt.. haha

On saturday i went to hkss for the cca day to see my juniors and how orchestra is 'surviving'. Sat in the 'air-conditioned' hall as the teachers claimed. Waited for my juniors performance to start hoping to hear melodious music which was disappointingly noise. Went back to hear the teacher-in-charge scolding them like hell and she is one teacher that doesn blow to her top or even get angry easily. thinking back how our standard and discipline was, (not that it was very gd) and seeing the state now.. 2 words, no comments. the amount of effort that had been put in by us and the previous seniors to prevent this cca from closing down is going down the drain.. oh well its time to let go anyway.. but still had a great time playing with the flute again especially with my senior and juniors. (=

Had bio pract today which is finally over but i made so many mistakes!!! sharks.. probably a B or C? anway its over already next week is one freaking busy week! weekends will be spent on aikido, 2 presentations one in which im in charge and the other though not officially in charge but... yes u will know how to complete the sentence.. and lastly health assessment which i haven prepared my cards!!

Lela failed her health assessment. GOSH!!! susan failed her and in a way qsn her abilty which wavered lela's opinion if she is suitable to be a nurse. well its true we should know what we are suppose to be doing and looking out for but we were not even taught of it, spoken of or what more focused on.. its not fair for us but then again we are in tertiary level already. aaron, our lecturer had really felt apologetic and would have passed lela but he wasn't the one who accessed her. yes it would be bias but he had been the one who taught us and knows who had been practising. at least he wouldn be asking such qsn though yes i do believe we should know though not taught.

Part of me doesn mind haven susan to test me so i will know my competency but neither do i want to fail hence affecting my gpa. urgh! just do my best...!!!

Life is fragil, treasure everyone around you..
death and dying...

Migraine

Migraine is believed to be caused by the genes. Something which i just found out.

Been having migraines since young and now its becoming worse or rather more frequent and last for a longer duration. This leads to being unable to study especially if it last the whole day like now. It can last for 4 to 72hrs something which i definitely will not want.

There are many causes of it and these are some of the few:
-anxiety (doubt so)
-stress (probably)
-lack of food or sleep (more likely sleep)
-exposure to light (definitely)

and the list goes on....

I want the throbbing pain to disappear. *poof!!!*