Beginning of the posting.

I dislike my posting to the ward this time.
First day at work and i feel its kinda crap up.
My nature to be straight forward or mayb sometimes a little too much.
But if there with a learning attitude then accept.
In doubt ask.
If they don't ask neither will i bother to explain.
In the wards be flexible and not follow the books.
Books are dead.
Be there with a learning attitude.
A change is smth that i've always tried to do in myself.
And still trying.
1 more torturing week before the whole bunch is gone.

I like my shs posting to cck pri.
The kids were small and cute..
Everything there was tiny.
Reminds me of my pri sch back then.
I wish i could be there longer.

sheer boredom

My exams are finally over. (: the many months of stress have disappeared. Spending my weekend reading a book by Cecelia Ahern, Thanks for the memories, which i've actually just finished reading in just 2 days. i think her other books are nicer. think i might be heading to the bookstore soon for more books. lol.. Well there is nothing much which i can do besides resting at home which feels super great as i have slack for months.. Anyway i am suppose to rest so hopefully i can be well by tomorrow as my attachment starts and will end 3 weeks later.

Tonsillitis is gone but i'm down with flu and a very bad cough. sheesh i've been coughing till my sides hurt already. the stupid doc said i should be okay by tmr but it does seem otherwise. urgh.. this doc is kinda crap. hopefully i'm slightly better by tmr. even slightly would make me happy i guess. lol..

Well i'm kinda bored now so u may not want to bother wasting your time reading the rest of the post cuz i think its probably kinda crap. haha...

Fri after my paper i went to AMK to play pool. have not touched the cue stick in months but i actually won all the games i played. cool~ i thought that wei jie would win me but i won. Now the urge of playing pool is back.. who wants to play? (: odp.... hint hint.. haha hopefully u read this..

Sat i met odp for dinner at westmall.. so nice of her to choose somewhere close.. awww. =p Ate at the foodcourt then we slack at coffee bean for like about 3 hours? its been a super long time since we last did this. super.. wonder when the next time will be.. probably the following weekend. my guess is she will want shopping. lol..chances of me agreeing is..... hehe..

Sun which is today. woke up to accompany my mom to the market. just the 2 of us. i like the feeling i had this morning. A feeling which i don't know how to describe. all i know its a nice feeling and i like it. XD

Tmr will be the start of yet another posting. heard the ward ppl are =S i wonder how.. hopefully the CI is going to be nice. like the previous one. She purposely spends her time talking to us so we spend lesser time in the ales. well she knew the staff there were.. yup.. crossing my fingers hoping it would not be susan leong cuz she is always posted to NUH. zzz

My fav song is stilll always be my baby by david cook. i wonder y and for such a long time.. lol. ok this is super random.

signing off... (:

pls let me be better tmr...

Tonsillitis

Went to see the doc today. he diagnosed me as having tonsillitis. he gave me 3 days mc from the 19th to 21st of aug. which means no training. zzz.. And if i don't feel any better by tmr night he suggest i'll be off to NUH. o.O ok now im having extreme pain in my head. any change in position of my head causes such sharp pain. wince~ without movement the pain is still there and almost bearable. thank goodness adult nursing is over. now left wth bio and pharmocology. -.-crossing my fingers hoping i can still study. omg..

argh.. the pain....

I've been sick for nearly a week already. And it doesn't seem to get any better instead i think its becoming worse. This is crap. argh!

I think i'm dead for my next few papers. Too much to study but too little time. My mind feels like its gonna blow but the main cause i guess is the illness.. hmm..

Well its definitely the right thing i did. i know it. Now its just taking a step at a time.

coughing my lungs out. a blowing brain.

Currently, im sick.

Not the best time to be sick now that im having my exams. but then again i don't seem to have the time to fall ill either.

Before exams: the last min crapped up projects which is a nono to fall sick

Before being back at sch: attachment! definitely i do not want to repeat the posting

After exams: attachment again!

Now: Exams!!!!

Is it singaporeans or students or my life is so busy till i have no time to fall sick.. lol.


Well with one paper down finally n hopefully i can pass with a malfunctioning brain, 3 more to go. the last 3 are like driving me nuts. especially adult nursing!!!! omg.. how to rmb so many health conditions with each individual signs symptoms meds pre/post op care and the rational!!! zzz

oh man.. pls let me be well soon so i can study for my papers.. o.O

The Bridge; Malfunctioning Brain

Everything just had to go wrong today.

I thought it was terrible. really terrible.

Maybe my high expectations. what ever it is, it was terrible, everything just went wrong.. in my perspective..

'If only...' thoughts traveling through my mind..

Was it me only or everyone... nvm i'll take the blame.. those were not a reason for it to happen.

Best part, turned on the radio first song i heard 'had a bad day' by danial powter. interesting.. ...

Wonder if i should even say this. thanks to those who msg me. did it mattered much..no idea..

Confidence gone. obvious. how about tmr... the last one.

the focus

Well, i spent the past few days or mayb 2 weeks ago at beauty world mac mugging.. yes. layho is mugging once again. lol. somehow i feel more worried for my bio and adult nursing paper as there are many things to rmb and i haven gotten the time to start on anything. omg.. as for pharm thanks to the mock testes but i think all the facts just got mix up again. lol

This week is gonna be one super crazy week(mon) which is about to start in 9mins according to the time im seeing now. lol. good luck to me then. haha.. apparently the stupid cms isn't working and had been planning to see the e-learning lessons.. -.- the sch system sux.. lol

2 things:
whats the point of forcing someone and reaching the goal without a valid purpose?
responsibility

the world doesn revolve around a person; good luck to me. lol