BBQ

Had my class bbq today with a few main events only. I set up the bbq pit myself and it was successful!!! LOL the guys... wei jie playing, izy didn know how to do it and liu lei forget it.. haha. anyway what can i say? my class has 3 guys only. hehe..

Spent the day cycling and roller blading. I was pretty amazed with myself that i was able to blade better than i expected since i have not done so since pri 6? Hmm may be due to the fact that i do ice-skate once in awhile still so i merely applied ice skating into bladding.But i dare not go fast as the tiny accident which had happen while ice skating still stays vividly in my mind. It had left me limping for a few months.. literally months..

Not really sure how i've become so busy this hols. Oh well.. tmr i have to be in sch, yes on a saturday, 8.30 and its early!!! i'll be out again the whole day tmr as well as sunday. the same time as tmr 830at yck but this time to give tuition! haiz.. i don't want to explain any further with this kid. lol. I have not been sleeping well or enough these few days.. Hope i'm up and kicking on monday and for the next 3 weeks... o.O

dead beat..

change

This whole week i've been kind of busy or rather i have plans every single day. Going out more often equals to spending more money. oh well nvm attachment starts next week so the only the which i will be spending on is food for my meals. (:

Went to IMM to buy the stuff for tmr class bbq. I was like laughing my head off with izhar. Funny guy. Happen to see pg at imm too..Okay wadever.. lol

When we were having lunch all 5 of us receive the same sms. As we were posted to the same hospital and ward, the sms stated we wil be posted to another ward, 63 instead of 57. Oh man, its the cardio ward and yus says the staff there are very strict. All or almost all patients are on strtict IO charts as they are all cardio pts. Omg.. hmm the only comforting thing is the ANs (assistant nurse) are super nice but its the staff nurses which we have to communicate with. o_O Man... i haven looked through a single thing yet.. lol

Now i shall eat some ice-cream with my sis. Later i would start my search on the polyclinic. Hmm then clinical or others?

Chocolate ice-cream..

Crapified

I've seen this coming.
I expected this to happen.
And now it is already happening..
Or worse....? wadever...
Crap..

Bored

Lets see... exams are officially over already. (: but studies aint exactly over for me... i have to find out more on the polyclinic which i will be attached to cause we will be tested for it.. sounds crap right..? and i have to revise everything on clinical for both sems if not i'll be dead in the wards. haha i even forgotten the range for a normal bp reading what more the aseptic procedures. i wonder which type of ward i'll be posted to and what kind of staff and patients i'll be seeing for 2 weeks.

im suppose to be at the jurong east swimming complex with my classmate now but decided not to go. oh well doesn't matter.. hope the aiki members exams can faster end then we can go out and chill tgt. lol

im bored...

disappointed

sometimes i just wonder whats the point.

why bother

why care

why go to that extend

i have allowed too much thoughts to come here too many a times already. it time to close up.

things are getting a little scary

one and only thing im happy today is i got my hakama already. cool~ lol

tired as i may be but i must never allow it to be...

responsibility

Had wanted to sleep early ytd but something had to crop up. oh well still woke up earlier to revise for the psy paper.12 lectures in all.. (:

anyway what u think of responsibility? how important is it?can it be mixed with priorities and/or emotions? a promise is a promise it should be fulfilled. don't agree to it if u can't make it come true. my fault to let it happen due to a simple word of trust your fault of being irresponsible. so now its my responsibility to clear up the crap by spending money. just because of 2 things trust and responsibility and this isnt a matter of money.

each time this happens the same mistake would be done again like it happened for the first and 2nd time hmm hopefully not a third as it will inflict too much pain in u.if u can take it up hold it tightly, u must also learn to let it go when its time to. since u have moved on why still hold this back.. nothing is ever easy but pick yourself up from where have fallen. hate me so much will cause u misery. im fine and happy (: call me cold-blooded or what ever cuz i know u would.. anyway i think u still owe someone smth since o levels. i will only say so much cuz its not worth my time. but then again no one is perfect. (:

hmm im pretty sure u read my blog even if u dont someone else might. oh yes im sorry to have caused any unhappiness but u brought this upon yourself. its responsibility which my sis wanted to instill in u.. i probably know whats going through ur head, interpret how u want it to be. probably u are just good as a friend. thats all..

everything shall just end here. a close of a chapter in my life.

An End

OMG now i have to study for wong jk module.. don't feel like studying for this module. 2 weeks ago i studied 2/3 of the whole module but i highly doubt rmb anything. and i'm not even sure how is this paper going to be set.. essay qsn are probably gone case for me? LOL but anyway i haven forgotten the fact that lela and i are competing to see who will do better for this sem alright ganbatte!!! lol..

anyway caught the movie kungfu dunk on sat night with dp. nothing much. jay chou's previous movies were much better. ohh but one of the basketballers were rather good looking.. opps.. lol... anyway spent the night chatting with dp and she updating me with her 'interesting' life...hehe... anyway she starts her attachment today so i wonder how she is surviving. 6 months... hmm.. my exam ends and her attachment starts.. -.-

no idea how but have been talking to joanna alot lately.. like really alot.. lol.. smsing especially even today i met her for lunch after my paper and chatted for awhile... interesting how we have been communicating so much lately. oh well hope she takes care of her body and health...

after tmr paper can slack a little cuz the next paper is on thurs which is psy and all mcq!!! yes!! gonna find out how is tmr paper like....

mayb its time or long ago it should have been?

random

Once again im bored and tired. yea and im suppose to be studying bio or 1089 now... both somewhat a killer paper with rather high credits. crap... 89 reminds me of wong jk, hope she retires this year since i think she is of age to do so.. haha. her lectures are boring and sometimes somehow unrelated to what she is teaching. imagine half hr on just 1 and first slide when she has 20 plus slides more to go? i always end up skipping her lectures. opps.. probably she is good as a nurse but not a lecturer...

oooo next week wed im gonna get my blue belt and hakama. i forgot the next day i have psychology paper and i told joanna i can go. i dunno how much more blur i can get. telling the members that its time to pay for the fees when its a month too early. gosh..

i feel like sleeping... o.O

listless..

back to books!!!

Visiting over
Collection of hongbaos somewhat over
Time to get back to my books again
But sheesh i'm still a little in a hols mood.. shoots...

Next weekend i'll still be meeting my relatives again for lunch i think.. hmm probably i will skip but the thought of having lunch alone while my family is having all the luxurious food... o.O this year visiting isnt exactly a joy ride but it also wasn't that bad..

Now im waiting for a bunch of monkeys to come over . (my older sis friends lol)

im not the only one feeling that way so its not totally me. its u who need to change....

Happy New Year!!!

heheee so happy now... i just found one of my letters which my primary school teacher had sent to me in my primary sch days.. (: i thought i had lost her contact for good since she didnt reply my emails and all.. but anyway think i will send a letter wishing her happy new year.. i had actually left my precious personal letter at my old house at serangoon(we packed in a hurry).. she had given to me before she left..she was actually a trainee teacher in plmgps.. hmm wonder if she still remembers me...

maybe i'll write the letter now.. or should i get a nice new year card..? lol.. or i should just study first.. zzzz -.- oh or should i upload songs into my phone first after leeching from rachel's mac (rachel is my older sis christian name now o.O).. wahaha..

hmm study till bored, upload songs then an all girls dinner of steamboat and bbq. yum~

still wondering if i should invite friends over for cny.. LOL

Happy New Year to all!!! (:

sweet smelling

Hmm im suppose to be studying now but im super bored and ironically tired too.. no idea why when i didn do much except study? lol

Anyway after dinner my uncle brought my mom, younger sis and me to the florist at thomsom. the flowers there were simply beautiful, the place was filled with the sweet smelling of the various flowers..the smell reminded me of when i was working at ritz carlton. one of the mornings the pantry was filled with flowers the smell of the flowers filled the whole pantry.. hmmm.... anyway we went to the air-conditioned area to get the flowers.. it was damn freaking cold. in the end i couldn feel my nose.. haha.. yes it was that cold. the numbness lasted till i reached home.. lol... actually i did took some pictures but none was nice as my hands were shaking from the coldness... hehe..

haiz.. i still cant connect to the internet using wireless even after sam passed me 2 of his routers.. apparently one of the wires are missing so unable to set up te connection... im back to square one again.. -_-

Just exactly how much...